Instead of running from Jesus, through a lack of self esteem, and self worth, we should run to him, and allow him to do what only he can do, and that is to cleanse us,  heal us, and restore us!
If we are at least willing to give Jesus our life, hear His Word, and obey them, not only will the blessing of God manifest in our lives for us personally, but He will work through us to bless the world.